My life seems to be filled with badly timed moments. I am terribly afraid of men because of Sean and what he did, yet I am apparently going on a date Friday night with a guy I met a few weeks ago. He’s a music major too, and we met in our musicology class. He SEEMS so nice, and so much like me… but so did Sean. For all I know, he’s a creep just like Sean. I realize it isn’t fair to punish one person for the actions of another, but it’s really difficult to refrain from doing just that when you’ve been so very hurt. I must admit, I am rather excited about going to dinner and a movie with this new guy, but I’m just worried. I really hope he is different. Here’s to being the optimist and taking a chance! 
Ah, the end of the semester is nearing! So many deadlines, so little time. I have a clarinet teaching methods notebook due fairly soon, I have to work on a group final for my French class, and I have a huge research paper due in musicology. I am mostly worried about the last one because I am simply no good at writing scholarly research papers. How does one even BEGIN to write about troubadours and courtly love songs of the Middle Ages? TELL ME PLZ KTHX!!! *sobs profusely* Christmas break can’t come soon enough - which is probably the mantra of all the OTHER college students of the world. I pray that God will continue to give me the strength I need to do the jobs that need to be done. =)
I am so happy to have you as my best friend. We’ve been through a lot together and been screwed over by many-a-people - but I’ll never forget that I always have you with me. I love you!
Comment by Nicole — November 19, 2007 @ 9:33 pm
Wow, good luck with everything, Cheri! And good luck with that date!! =)
Comment by Simply Precious — November 21, 2007 @ 2:11 am