I want to write poetry or lyrics..or… something. I haven’t written anything artistic in months and months, and my journal is lonely. I have walked the hills of UT utterly uninspired, day in and day out. College is important for my future, but there is assuredly no joy to be found in the experience. At least, that’s how it is for me. I guess since I don’t want to drink, smoke pot, or make bad grades, that means I am uninvited to all parties, and I must stay home. But I’ll be the one laughing when all my friends flunk out because they (and by they, I mean the opera theatre students) drink constantly and wake up in each other’s beds every other weekend. They’re all alcoholic whores, and they probably won’t make it as opera performers anyway. GSHNNHFLDJNDMLFJMSFONJHSHNSPNHSPNHSHANEHSP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I’m done. I just had to get that off my chest. lol I do plan on writing crap tonight, though. Be happy for meh! I am a poet once again! 
I don’t really have much to say today. My mind is still on spring break, so I basically just remember waking up, driving to college, going to a few buildings for a few hours, and driving home. But I did do something productive–I cleaned my room! Well..kinda. I can see the floor now, at least. But..here’s a meme:
Monday Madness
1. How many times do you wake up during the night?
I usually stay asleep throughout the night. My problem is going to sleep in the first place. Sometimes I just lay awake till 6:00 a.m., until it’s time to get up. Sometimes I fall asleep quickly. It really depends.
2. On an average, how many hours of sleep do you try to get?
I try to get 5+ hours a night. I can’t run on any less than 5, though.
3. What day of the week do you do your “major” housecleaning?
More like what month of the year! I rarely clean.
4. How often do you move your furniture to clean behind it?
Not very. lol
5. Do you do your dishes by hand or do you own a dishwasher?
We do them by hand, but we should be getting a dishwasher soon. I hope so, anyway! I’m sick of doing dishes the old fashioned way. XP
I have to be at work in about 30 minutes. I worked yesterday, as well; and it was total HELL. The flow of customers literally did not stop until 10 minutes before closing time. I only worked for five hours, but it felt like a day and a half’s worth of pill counting. My co-workers told me it had been like that from 9 to 2 also. So, here’s to hoping today won’t be like that! Positive thinking, people–it’s what’s for dinner.
In other news, I think I finally have been inspired enough to make a new layout for my site! In all honesty, the one that’s up over there now only held my love for about a week. Then I discovered how much I desired something similar to (but not quite like) the Web 2.0 look. I think I’ll try to do a mix of old school and new school. That seems to get people going, in regards to anything, really. Music, layouts, whatever. The answer is always found somewhere in between, as they say (although, who “they” are is a mystery to us all). Alright, I must be off. See ya on the flip side! 
I like to make lists… So that’s what I shall do. Here are, well, a bunch of lists!
Favorite Songs
1. “All the Same” – Sick Puppies
2. “Miracle Drug” – U2
3. “Not My Friend” – Norah Jones
4. “Joy to the World” – Three Dog Night
5. “Gone Going” – Black Eyed Peas
Favorite Artists & Bands
1. Norah Jones
2. Jason Mraz
3. Oasis
4. Black Eyed Peas
5. Aerosmith
6. Ashlee Simpson
7. U2
Favorite Books
1. The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath
2. The Odyssey by Homer
3. The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald
4. Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte
5. Teenage Wasteland by Donna Gaines
6. Anything by Tolkien and Lackey
7. 1984 by George Orwell
Favorite Things about Me
1. My legs
2. My eyes
3. My musical talents
4. My intelligence
5. My sense of humor
6. My loyalty
7. My realistic life view
8. My religious and political belief systems
Not So Favorite Things
1. Narrow-minded thinkers
2. Control freaks
3. Clingy boyfriends
4. People who are constantly angsty
5. Cocky jerks
6. Vacuous, inane girls
7. Funky-Chickens.com
8. Snobs
9. Insects
10. Slutty teen/20-something celebrities
11. Global society’s sorry excuses for national governments
My lists are complete, yet I am still really bored. Oh well…
The title of this blog is the next big thing in crappy, teen dramas; and I will be the one to create it. The concept is quite simple, really. I will take 10 episodes from each show (Lincoln Heights, Wildfire, One Tree Hill, The Hills, and The O.C. for all you who live under rocks and need clarification) and play one every Thursday night and Tuesday morning on ABC Family. It will be a hit show and go into six years of syndicated bliss because America’s T.V. viewers are mindless, and there is nothing better to watch anyway. Sounds like media gold to me!
Now, it’s not like I’m any better than the rest of mindless America. I suppose enjoying Desperate Housewives and Grey’s Anatomy makes me just as much a drooling idiot as Kailey Christine of Ohio (if there really is a Kailey Christine in Ohio, I apologize..LOL ). But that doesn’t mean I can’t bitch about those other shows. At least DH and GA (as I have taken to calling them in conversation with friends) has exciting, juicy storylines. Shows like Wildfire and Lincoln Heights are just bad imitations of one another.
But I feel this rant coming to an end. This next one is about how I’m bored, and I’m on spring break. There are lots of things I could be doing right now, like going to the bookstore with my best friend David, cleaning my room, making a layout for my neglected site, or any other number of things. But here I am, telling you about a few retarded shows I was bored enough to watch on ABC Family earlier today. I don’t have to work till Thursday, and I’m off this coming weekend; so I am totally ready to go somewhere exciting (and by exciting, I mean cheap)! So… here’s to enjoying spring break like the boring, sober college student I am!
